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Summary

The text presents a narrative centered on Rathin Babu, an aging freedom fighter grappling with the disillusionment and personal sacrifices that followed India's independence. His wife, Yashwanti, had long harbored resentment, confronting him before her death about the extreme poverty their family endured due to his unwavering commitment to the freedom struggle. She recounted how their children went hungry, lacked education, and wore tattered clothes, while she worked in others' fields to preserve his honor. Rathin Babu acknowledges her pain, reflecting on their son Prawal's stunted education, daughter Sumita's poor marriage, and the death of their eldest son from a minor illness. He justifies their suffering as a necessary debt to the nation, asserting that someone had to be a martyr. After Yashwanti's death, Rathin Babu is haunted by these unresolved questions. He contrasts their hardships with the even greater tragedies of other families, such as those who died in the Cellular Jail or were killed by the British. Upon returning from the Cellular Jail, he finds his family destitute, their land auctioned. Even after independence, he refuses pensions and honors, viewing them as inappropriate compensation for serving one's motherland. He is alienated from his own children and disturbed by the gap between the ideal of a free India and the reality of poverty, riots, and corruption. The narrative culminates in his profound sense of failure, as he questions whether their sacrifices were in vain and whether their journey remains incomplete.